I'd like to do a different kind of post today.. a post about my dad. The reason for this is that today now marks 5 years since he passed away. I can't exactly express what I'm feeling because how do you really describe what it's like to lose your father? Especially at the young age of 20, which was how old I was at the time. It's funny that now, especially because I have Kate in my life, I understand so much better now how he felt as I grew, the worries, the talks, proud moments etc. I know that I was truly blessed with two incredible parents, and I only hope to be that good for Kate. These past 5 years have been a rollercoaster, and some how my dad still manages to get me through it with lessons that he taught me long ago. Some of which I'll share. On a day like today, I don't like to remember the sad times but instead I would like to remind myself of a few of the so many things he taught me, because its through lessons like these that help me feel closer to my dad, because goodness I miss him more than words can ever express.
My Dad: Dwight Brown
- Taught me that nothing in life, that's good, comes easy but it is always worth it
- Showed me what it meant to truly endure to the end and have never ending faith..you must never ever give up
- Reminded me to keep life light and enjoy the moments, it's not always about the huge moments, but also the small ones that bring a smile to your face
- Gave me an example the strive to be everyday of my life...to be more compassionate of others because we all have our own story, to be firm in what you believe in, to find the humor in life and share it with others and finally to love as much as you possibly can, because you never know when it's your time
- He Never broke a promise to me...not once
Love you, dad.
What a beautiful post! I know how hard it is to lose a parent. And for some reason the anniversaries are always harder. It's been eleven years for me, and I still miss him just as much. Not much else to say other than keep on keepin' on. Love ya! Big hugs!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe it's been five years. I can only imagine all of the things you feel on this day. I'm so thankful for the Gospel and that it allows us to be sealed to our families forever. I know your dad is so proud of all the wonderful things your're doing in your life. Do you ever wonder if our family members who have passed on knew our babies before they were born? Sometimes I like to think that my Grandma Sharon helped Bos prepare to come here and be my son. I swear he has her laugh down perfectly! :) Love you!
ReplyDeleteI agree with Chelsea. (both of them :)) It was a beautiful post. It brought tears to my eyes. I could feel the love you have for your dad and the love he has for you. I'm sure he's watching you proud of the great person you've become.
ReplyDeleteI am sure your Dad is very proud of you; you are a beautiful, caring, smart and independent woman. I'm glad you two had a close relationship, so that you could lean on that through the hard times. He taught you some nice lessons. I bet he met Kate in Heaven and was able to enjoy her sweet Spirt. I've never lost a parent, but I lost a sweet Grandmother and Grandfather. My mom always believed my Grandpa met me before he passed away and I came into the world. He is probably a guardian angel for all of his grandbabies. Hugs coming your way!!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much you guys.. I just wanted to share some of the wonderful things he taught me. I'm just so grateful to have the knowledge that I will see him again. Because like I said, I just miss him so much at times. Thanks so much for the hugs! Love you all
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