Honestly, I absolutely loved my students and loved to teach, it felt good to be doing this again and hopefully making a difference in these children's lives. I loved being around their enthusiasm and watching them see concepts for the first time and I loved that we truly learned from each other and had fun while doing it. I taught both 5th and 6th grade with roughly 60 students. I did learn very quickly of a few adjustments that I had to make that I'd definitely taken for granted such as:
- Waking up at 8:30 a.m.--heavenly
- Fresh lunch at home, NOT a frozen meal (no time for anything else)
- If needed, an afternoon nap or relaxing time when Kate naps
- More time to do homework (didn't love the 3:30 am work nights on a school night)
- Most important...More time with Kate..that was tough to adjust to..
Kate really had a hard time in the beginning, she would cry every time she was dropped off which just killed me. Won't deny had a few really rough days when I had to see that.. Kate was being watching 4 times a week by my sister, Becca, and once a week by my sister in law, Natalie, and then my other sister in law, Jo, helped out in the end too by watching Kate a few times. So grateful to have family to help. It seemed to go by really slow at first, January was a slow month, but it helped with Kate's birthday. The February I had my birthday and finding out what we were having to look forward too and March..well that just meant that I was almost done! By March, Kate would wake up in the morning and say things like "Stay with Mommy today? No go to Beccas?" and it would just make my heart sink. I was just ready to be able to say "Yep! You're with me today!" to her usual morning requests.
The fun moments during this time such as:
Date night for my 26th Birthday--19 weeks along
Taking Kate on the carousel at South Towne Mall
IT'S A GIRL!!!
It's just so funny how teaching and having a career can be so different when you have kids..before Kate I couldn't wait to have a career and now, I couldn't wait just to be home with her. I now feel like I would rather be home with Kate, teaching her as I have and being there with my children to watch every moment of them as they grow, rather than going to work all day. Don't get me wrong though, I absolutely love teaching and still miss many of my students.. I guess I just understand now what I have been taught in church and that is the importance of a mom at home and how incredibly valuable raising children is.

I am glad you are done and now you can be home with Kate. It's nice that you are able to be home now. I think being a stay-at-home Mom is sooo hard but it's where we should be if we can. The rewards are hard to see sometimes but it's worth it.
ReplyDeleteIt's true, it's so nice to be home with her. Although I'm still glad that I have me degree now though, it was completely worth it getting it. Now at least I feel secure just in case it's needed. I do love staying home with Kate, I've definitely seen the how it has impacted her for the best with me being there. Completely worth it!
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